reading it properly is definitely based on a feeling. i learnt at missionary lessons that after baptism, they put their hands on you to bind you to the Holy Ghost. as a now-good catholic, i know it flits about a lot. i am almost sure that if there were a universalist church nearby, i would have gone there to investigate. as is, i'm turning into a proper mormon minus some secret vices, such as smoking occasionally, a liberally uber-libertarian view on drugs, being pro-choice much like yourself, and also (gasp!) not saving my chastity for a husband. i really wish you were online on AIM sometimes because i would've rattled on about that (losing it). sometimes i wish we were neighbors so we could do shit (ha! and the potty mouth; a definite minus :nods:) like watch "Saved!" together.