ah. ok. no, i know what you mean. at least, i know what it's like to finish a story (like [proschai] (http://www.illuminations.nu/justsopretty/nfic/farewell.html) and [till the sun breaks down] (http://www.rightthisway.net/world/tillthesunbreaksdown.html) and [the eleventh doorkeeper] (http://www.trickster.org/~shalott/hp/TheEleventhDoorkeeper.html) and not be able to breathe properly, or think properly, for quite a while.