ha! that would explain a lot. damn i wish we had some in the house....

aaargh homework. i have so much it's just unbelievable. i don't know if it's humanly possible to complete everything in the time i have been given... at least in an acceptable way. but i'm not panicking yet, because i have until friday to do the big thing. but i have to work like crazy. um... and i'm working right now. really. ~_~

i try not to talk to myself, but i do sometimes anyway. or i'll laugh at something stupid i wrote, or something good. i think it's because of the emotional attachment i have to something i'm writing that minute... later, it becomes something i can seperate myself from, but when it's in progress, it's like... me. which is why i hate letting people read things that aren't done. i can hardly stand a beta, even though i know that's necessary, so i force myself to. heh.