senior year of high school always has a big crunch--it's a test, you know? you just have to get through it.

well, i guess the difference is just that i don't talk out loud, cause i know what you mean. and of course you have to laugh at your own jokes WHILE you're writing them. ;) but the secret for beta is to find the perfect one. possibly i am too reliant on mine, but i always feel better after i've talked to her. she's brilliant. she knows what i meant when i don't.