This only feeds my desire to make Renji an addict to the karaoke circuit. XDDD

You can hear my heartbeat, can't you?

:(((( I have this doujinshi where they are wee and practice-kissing (for science! XD) and Renji says something about how his heart rate's gone up, and Inui touches his chest and says that yes, he can feel it, and thinks that he's gotten excited, too. And I want to think this line is Renji saying this even when he's at Rikkai and Inui's at Seigaku and they're miles apart.

I can't shake off these old memories
Still twined around my heart

I don't know why this part is so comforting but it is. I always get so worried that Inui's beating the dead horse with his counting the days and taking such extensive data, but it's like Renji's always there with him every step of the way, feeling exactly the same. :((

What can I wish for that will save me now?

*pets* so melodramatic. He'd been reading too many grandiose novels. XD

But hmm, these lyrics are kind of perplexing. I wonder how much of this is meant to reflect the past and how much of it is set in the present. Because there are things like this: Those words, those gestures torment me that make me think... is this ten year old Renji who knows he's moving and wishes he could explain? Is this Renji at Kantou who is all conflicted by how familiar they are? Is he jealous of how Inui is with Kaidoh? :\

I don't care if it's fate
I just want to stay like this

:((((((((((((( gah. Thank you so much for getting this song translated. I'd tried to pick out words on my own and knew there was angst happening, but lsfjdlfjas *looks up at comments* I really hope this isn't about Kirihara. :| No, I don't think it is. :|

ps. am sorry for spamming so much. I am chatty when it comes to this boy.