what? oh my god it was COMPLETELY heartbreaking. Hikaru being devastated because he couldn't live up to Sai's legacy!!!! KNOWING WHAT HE HAS TO DO AND SEEING IT CLEARLY BUT DOUBTING IF HE HAD THE STRENGTH TO DO IT. "Let's go, Shindou. It's not the end. It's never the end." OH MY GOD. :(((((((((((