Yeah. It helps to know that all normal right-thinking members of fandom find it as ridiculous as I do, but then, you start to lose contact with your identity as such when swimming through the mass of anonymity at a kinkmeme and eventually questioning your own sanity, especially when someone's earnestly arguing that of course erasing Jewishness is bad, but it's just not RELEVANT, see, because it's all about a KINK, and besides, wouldn't it be worse if a Jew was corrupting the priest? That would be racist, but making him a Catholic is just kinky!

It's possible that I'm still not over this.