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i wish that i could read american gods again for the first time.
i wish i didn't have to work eight hours tomorrow, but i think it will probably be a good way to get over the rest of my jetlag. sort of like the way if they give you a vaccine it sometimes actually starts to make you sick. i was at the store to look at the schedule last night, on the way back from the airport, and i could hardly look at anyone i knew because i felt too much like cim, and too little like my real name. i still had very much in my mind twenty hours of trying to put myself to sleep by composing gay sex scenes on a parrot farm for edward furlong and willem dafoe. i still felt all gay and had wax in the real-life part of my brain, not the internet part. i wasn't ready to put myself in mothballs for three more months yet.
i hope today has prepared me to do that.
i wish i didn't have to work eight hours tomorrow, but i think it will probably be a good way to get over the rest of my jetlag. sort of like the way if they give you a vaccine it sometimes actually starts to make you sick. i was at the store to look at the schedule last night, on the way back from the airport, and i could hardly look at anyone i knew because i felt too much like cim, and too little like my real name. i still had very much in my mind twenty hours of trying to put myself to sleep by composing gay sex scenes on a parrot farm for edward furlong and willem dafoe. i still felt all gay and had wax in the real-life part of my brain, not the internet part. i wasn't ready to put myself in mothballs for three more months yet.
i hope today has prepared me to do that.