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[cimorene]

i wanted very much to remember whatever dream i had last night, but most of whatever i remember has to do with this warm-ness, and looking at someone. also someone patted me on the head. (am confused about this.) i don't even remember who the someone(s) was(were). there was a cat. there was aubry. i keep dreaming about her a lot, lately, not that this is a bad thing. in other news, crushes are annoying. if i develop one, will def. need to be kicked. am determined not to.

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[cimness.livejournal.com]

real person semi. superstars don't go semi-real, they get rather less real than that; marginally-real perhaps? (hey, i made it up... i get to fuck with the terminology.)

nope. telling would be bad. although. no.

re: stubble: heh. yes, i imagine it would be, but i've never been kissed by anyone with it, only admired it from a distance.

your story: awwwww. v. touching, despite the "fate sucks" aspect. i don't know. i just liked the story.

<--has had, since just after lunch, the sneaking and v. unwelcome suspicion that the blond from last night's exciting romantic adventure f/f dream was partially based on the semireal person despite lack of overt resemblance, for various reasons. and. yeah. this sucks.

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[kmazzy.livejournal.com]

do you know if she even likes girls? that's always a good start.

stubble is icky and prickly and scratchy ick.

that was the short short mega short story. i could write thousands of words about her... millions. i could tell the full story and bire the pants off everyone. i love the story. but hmph. i'm never going to stop feeling how i feel about her, it jsut ebbs and flows... and i will live with it forever.... *sighs*

oooooooh dreams about crushees. then it means it's getting serious. i dreamt about my crush girl three days in a row once...

pah to suckiness. just work through it. it'll all be ok eventually. *hugs*

[cimness.livejournal.com]

i accept hugs, but i'm not going to find out her preferences. i'm not going to start. i have no intentions of it. not sure i would even like to. <--crush aside. ...okay, part of me would certainly like to. find myself wishing for more dreams.

pathetic.

crushes can be fun. but in general. i dislike them. with reason.

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[kmazzy.livejournal.com]

well maybe you can make it go away by suddenly finding a real person to crush on?

sorry i have absolutely no helpful advice for the situation as i just tellow to wallow in my own misery where crushes are concerned.

[cimness.livejournal.com]

yes! wallowing in my misery is exactly what i do. hehe. but of course it's not a good idea. it's ok, though, that you can't give advice. i couldn't reasonably expect it, could i? having a crush on a real person... less dangerous, but could result in stalking, besides which i think i rather have one already. luckily don't know her name and only see her in the cafeteria every now and then.

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[kmazzy.livejournal.com]

well you'd think with the number of crushes i've had i'd at least be able to think of something useful to say about them....

but no. i am useless. i'd just have to say go with the crush and eventually it will either develop into a lovely relationship or you'll just get over it.... or something.

and just do whatever you want cos with crushes even if people give you advice that sounds sensible it's nigh on impossible to make yourself follow it if your heart is pulling you a different way and if you don't really want to follow it.