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miami vice, random navel-gazing
1. omg, miami vice was so shiny and fabulous. the chinese woman is kickass and gorgeous and jamie and colin's smarmy-brothery-heterosexual-lifemates love is the best thing ever. now i want to see lots of shiny, slick videos. and stories about how their manly partnership is so pure and spiritually superior to any connection, however passionate, they could ever share with a mere accessory woman.
2. i have gradually been coming to the conclusion lately that i am significantly defective in the real-life social department. at first i was worried that i might just be like a harmless variety of sociopath, but we eventually determined that was unlikely. now i think i was either just completely undersocialised as a small child, or missing the gene that makes you crave social attachments and human interaction and cling to the bulwark of human society. it's another mark of how lame all the -ologists and -iatrists i've ever seen have been that, besides completely failing to grasp that i was suffering from anxiety at all even though i was regularly experiencinganxiety attacks "attacks of acute anxiety"1, they never really got into that.
1. if nothing else i'll be forever grateful to the profession for the ologist who told me that i wasn't having anxiety attacks, i was just having attacks of acute anxiety. it's a great party anecdote and plus it still cracks me up after four years.
2. i have gradually been coming to the conclusion lately that i am significantly defective in the real-life social department. at first i was worried that i might just be like a harmless variety of sociopath, but we eventually determined that was unlikely. now i think i was either just completely undersocialised as a small child, or missing the gene that makes you crave social attachments and human interaction and cling to the bulwark of human society. it's another mark of how lame all the -ologists and -iatrists i've ever seen have been that, besides completely failing to grasp that i was suffering from anxiety at all even though i was regularly experiencing
1. if nothing else i'll be forever grateful to the profession for the ologist who told me that i wasn't having anxiety attacks, i was just having attacks of acute anxiety. it's a great party anecdote and plus it still cracks me up after four years.
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ahem.
um. HI CIM. :D!
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speaking of defective social lives, I CAME TO THIS COMPUTER LAB JUST TO TELL YOU THAT I READ THE END OF THE MANGA LAST NIGHT. OMG. SUCH HEARTBREAK. I HAVE BEEN WRITING FIC EVER SINCE.
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what? oh my god it was COMPLETELY heartbreaking. Hikaru being devastated because he couldn't live up to Sai's legacy!!!! KNOWING WHAT HE HAS TO DO AND SEEING IT CLEARLY BUT DOUBTING IF HE HAD THE STRENGTH TO DO IT. "Let's go, Shindou. It's not the end. It's never the end." OH MY GOD. :(((((((((((
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