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my picture phone is darlin' and i adore it, but i miss my webcam. i want a webcam again. wah. [/whine]
i apparently need to purge my system every couple of days. mostly about my parents. ranting to lisa about my upbringing, then four days later to k'sal about daddy's accident. i miss him, and going to atlanta doesn't fix it because he's not the same person anymore. he used to be so strong, and he isn't. and i want the old daddy back. it IS like he died in a way. (that's just a recap, i'm not feeling all teary about it anymore.)
i apparently need to purge my system every couple of days. mostly about my parents. ranting to lisa about my upbringing, then four days later to k'sal about daddy's accident. i miss him, and going to atlanta doesn't fix it because he's not the same person anymore. he used to be so strong, and he isn't. and i want the old daddy back. it IS like he died in a way. (that's just a recap, i'm not feeling all teary about it anymore.)