i know you well, well, better than i used to

fell asleep at 9:30 contemplating doing greek and woke up just after midnight to talk to holls. sleeping habits SO fucked. dreamed of im'ing simultaneously with mayumi and wax, and when mayumi left i realized i was asleep and woke up at once all disoriented.

lisa's got a dance rehearsal 11:00-1:30am tonight. wtf???

i also woke up craving chocolate chip cookies. something is strange, very, very strange.

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i dreamed my friend rachel and i were somehow responsible for the destruction of several acres of rainforest, but i don't remember how or why, just feeling faintly guilty.

i need to register for my classes for next semester on monday, and i don't even know if i still want to take japanese. obv. i don't have the proper motivation for learning it, but then again, i won't be able to go study in japan if i don't. spanish for certain or i'll forget it. want french, but i can't do that as it would be 3/4 of my schedule. damn. should do a history--also creative writing--can't prereg for that, sigh.

grogginess ahoy.

i should read el amor en los tiempos del cólera instead of the magicians of caprona for the 50th time. as have never read the former at all. and, am forgetting my spanish *nibbles fingernails.* going to talk to my professor today about creative writing, as she teaches it. probably will need an appointment--oh damn, forgot i have an essay due in a week and a half too--will i be able to finish the domlijah before i have to start it??? i can't write two things at once! gaaaaah!

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in language lab again and about to fall asleep. should have slept past 6, perhaps. my eyes itch. i'm so tired i'm imitating the recording's tone of voice. i sound like a japanese secretary-- moshi moshi. a, izu desu kedo. hai, hai, wakarimasita, arigatoo gozaimasita.

greek bitching again, bleh

i have some suspicious notes from greek written half in pale cursive, half in greek and half in the cipher i invented with my best friend in 6th grade. also, they appear to be half-notes and half stream of consciousness and at points are completely illegible. i am not sure if i fell asleep or not.

i seem to have one of the highest grades in the class even though i never know the answers. and i did make an a again on the last quiz--the one i thought would be a b? maybe i need to back off from languages for a while. i just have enough natural talent to make me a danger to myself, able to scrape by with no studying whatsoever. but i can't do that--i need to be good. which requires studying. aaaaaaah, registration. and lunch. lunch. *contemplates lunch* i want to sleep.

going to lunch, really, as soon as i put the fucking boots back on.

I'm a Ravenclaw!

you walk in and my strength, blah blah. is anyone else getting sick of lyrics quoted?

i am itching, itching, itching to read the next bits of void. damn the internet.

and also, my stomach hurts, so i may decide against making hot chocolate. seriously, i have enough of those packets of flavored cocoa to last the year, and i've been in such a tea mood lately.

i still don't have my grade for the english paper that was read aloud to the class. oh the drama--a or a-? :p i emailed the professor. anal-retentive, yes, and i can spell it backwards, too.

speaking of anal-retentive, what the fuck is up with advisors who won't schedule meetings themselves? they have the schedule right. the fuck. there. they could just pencil you in. but no, you have to come by their offices and sign up--on the other side of campus. riiiiiiiight.

and i don't know what to TAKE next semester, gah. *tears hair*

have given into the lure of raspberry cocoa. had nice long chats today and yesterday with various important personages. am feeling much better about all the angst despite missing emails from k'sal and rave. emotional instability, yay! it's spring, anyway. look at all that pretty rain on a periwinkle sky! and the damp patches on the tree.

[edit: can read void: all is right with the world. mmm, cocoa, shakira, and wax--what could be better?] [uhm, not in the, er, eating all three sense. at least not all at once.]

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void.

i may already have babbled about this, but, like--guh. and then the newest forthcoming chapters? oh, wax, you wicked, enchanting creature.

if you haven't read void yet, anyone, go now. this is where i LOVE being made to feel inferior.