what i spent all day doing: updating the formatting for my first evah venture into fanfic.
i actually came upon slash via nsync
het, and from there via nsyncgrrl. wax was a bit giggly and horrified but mostly astonished i was able to find the non-sucky parts and stop sucking myself
[edit: stop sucking myself! ahaha! hahahahahah! ha hahahaahaaaahhahaha!] so rapidly.
well, when you like nsync's music (i liked it grudgingly but i liked it. i'm a slave to catchiness. and you know what? catchiness is cool. so pththt.), and you listen to pop radio and stuff, nsync het is certainly EASIER to find on the internet, in my defense. at any rate, i'm reluctant to take the story down despite rampant sucking because i feel this would be dishonest! anyone is free to go read it and point and laugh if they want to. i warn you that it's 400+ pages (ms word pages, that is). however, if you just wanted to point and laugh a
little i find it highly unlikely that you would become hooked and/or unable to put it down, because really, it's just not that good.
it took me years to write, and the beginning i wrote before my first nslash. i'd call it for all practical purposes my first serious venture into writing. then, later, i got somewhat better (as the end was written immediately pre-
waiting for courage (frodo/sam) and post-
arkansas and
implicit (nslash)). but by then i was so sick of the goddamned thing that the last chapters are, besides annoying and wearying, conducted at top speed, and it's pretty clear that i'm no happier with it than is the hypothetical discerning (ha! ha!) reader.
well, so... it may have some curiousity value. my parents maintain that it's slightly less than half nsync fanfic and slightly more than half a sort of extended ode to japan, which point of view has some merit, so that if you really love japan and can wade through the naive romance those parts might be interesting or entertaining. really i'd rather people didn't read it (or for that matter my early nslash) because it will give you an unnecessarily low opinion of my ability.
however, i am pretty proud of the layout. and i'd better be after spending that long on it. (before it was baby blue on royal blue times new roman. yeah, i THOUGHT you'd react that way.)