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cimorenei present to you the current state of affairs in my confuzzled brain re: marauder-era sirius/remus first kiss.
after their first kiss--which remus instigated!--remus is still stalking away, cause i haven't written any more. ripping off both the damned scarves. poor confuzzled sirius trailing after him...
now, what sirius is thinking isn't important because 1. he doesn't think and 2. remus pov, ne. so!
remus is pissed because he is mad at himself for losing control, and he's just generally mad at sirius for being clueless, eminently fuckable/lickable, and careless of the feelings of others. and then he's all hormone-y and barely knows what he's thinking. sex is like (besides riding a bike) violence. for remus, i mean. cause once it comes out it gets all intense and shit.
so he has to stalk away to avoid biting sirius's neck a lot more right there against the wall, for one thing, and for another, he just doesn't know, alright?! but it would definitely be a Bad Idea.
after their first kiss--which remus instigated!--remus is still stalking away, cause i haven't written any more. ripping off both the damned scarves. poor confuzzled sirius trailing after him...
now, what sirius is thinking isn't important because 1. he doesn't think and 2. remus pov, ne. so!
remus is pissed because he is mad at himself for losing control, and he's just generally mad at sirius for being clueless, eminently fuckable/lickable, and careless of the feelings of others. and then he's all hormone-y and barely knows what he's thinking. sex is like (besides riding a bike) violence. for remus, i mean. cause once it comes out it gets all intense and shit.
so he has to stalk away to avoid biting sirius's neck a lot more right there against the wall, for one thing, and for another, he just doesn't know, alright?! but it would definitely be a Bad Idea.
