cimorene

dude, i feel all awkward and weird and stuff. because i woke up at ten, and we watched tv and ate, but then i fell asleep again during memphis belle, the baby sean astin movie. and slept more on and off. don't get me wrong, the sleep itself is great. then watched most of a vh1 behind the music on grease while wax shoveled snow. granny made bland vegetable soup and bread with melted cheese for lunch. in a surprising sneak attack, my tastebuds loved the soup, even the green beans and cauliflower, without more than a murmur or two for salt. and when i tried to force myself to eat french bread, normally THE favorite food, i almost threw up. uh, maybe it was the cheese? have always liked cheese before. go fig.

hi, dad! ::bouncebouncewave::

hollsk and

soaker have set a date and will be married in september. they've also bought rings and are shopping for baby furniture. the good news is that with my semester off (although of course, i still do have to get a job...) i may be able to visit closer to the baby's actual birth, if that's what the ghetto hobbits prefer. the bad news is that if all wax-wise goes according to plan i will be back in finland for a year in the university of turku by september--this time with our own apartment, thank you, and doors that close, i think.

earlier this week forgot my meds for two days in a row. was sulky and jittery yesterday, then walked to see wax at work and spent most of the time bouncing on my toes and kicking my feet in the air. danced most of the way home. twirled in the kitchen. giggled a lot. pinned wax to the chair and forced a back rub on her, purely for my own amusement, of course. she seemed to be alarmed. (soon she will be entirely in my power, bwahahahahahahahhahaaaaaaaaaaahh!)