sad things

[cimorene]

i feel like... like...

this is the worst week i've experienced for a long, long, long, long time. i wonder if it's a negative effect of the medication or if... just a bad week. maybe i'm over-reacting. augh, i don't know anything anymore. but i just can't go around prepared all the time in case a huge staggering tidal wave of noxious filthy sticky depression lands on me/sweeps me away; it isn't possible. and then it happens and... it knocks you over and drowns you.

and i hate suspecting i am incompetent.

Comments

[mamahooch.livejournal.com]

I wish I could help you with all of this. As it is, I can only assure you that you are IN ABSOLUTELY NO WAY incompetent. At anything. So stop suspecting it, y'hear? *kisses*

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[cimness.livejournal.com]

ah, you don't know me well enough. i'm unable to make myself get a job, for one.