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[cimorene]

gah. tired already? i'm pathetic. pathetic should be a mood. i keep wanting to write but i also don't want to, so i deliberately sabotage myself, focusing on other things with this completely spurious 'i just have to finish this first' attitude. it's really awkward, like looking at the keys as you type. (believe me, i know--i just tried that. eugh.)