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how is sunday over? i needed to study for my finnish exam tuesday morning, and i didn't. i keep thinking that i can make myself study after i write just a little bit more--just to quiet that itchy craving to write. but i keep writing more (albeit slowly) and this keeps not working and not working. the thought of studying instead of writing tomorrow is so painful that it has kept me awake far too late trying to cram as much writing in tonight as i could. now the sun is up again and my sleep schedule is as bad as ever. sometimes i hate myself. but the writing feels so good. i haven't written this much of one serious story since probably last october or november.