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11 Apr 2004 11:34 pmi've run out of meds--well, nearly--and i didn't have time friday to phone the iatrist. so i've skipped four days, not wanting to *really* use them all up, and this was an exceptionally small paycheck so i actually don't think i have enough left for even half the bottle unless my parents lend it to me.
well, bugger.
the four days are showing, too. i'm getting all moody. i've been on the verge of tears for an hour, i think, for no particular reason. except next week, all five days, i work great four and five hour chunks and will likely not be able to write even *once*, because it takes out all the productive part of the day and i need a few hours to get into my groove, and i can't even start if i'm exhausted.
and i *so* wanted to slash Rat-Frog Manager and Bald Manager, too! not to mention Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Bad. but i still don't have the play for reference material, so i'm stymied there too even if i did have the time.
well, bugger.
the four days are showing, too. i'm getting all moody. i've been on the verge of tears for an hour, i think, for no particular reason. except next week, all five days, i work great four and five hour chunks and will likely not be able to write even *once*, because it takes out all the productive part of the day and i need a few hours to get into my groove, and i can't even start if i'm exhausted.
and i *so* wanted to slash Rat-Frog Manager and Bald Manager, too! not to mention Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Bad. but i still don't have the play for reference material, so i'm stymied there too even if i did have the time.
