hey lilah

what time will you be here this evening, perhael? maybe i will completely avoid studying for the test. that way we can test my actual swedish capability, with no cramming, right? and even with lots of fiddly mistakes i'm still bound to be close to the top of the class. and then i could write instead. writing hard is the only cure for the whatever-this-is.

i cannot hack mornings lately. an hour of re-reading various f/k by speranza, and i still feel slightly comatose.

and i'm still pissed at my teacher. it rained last night. (a relief. whoever heard of a dry spring? but it restricts my choice of shoes and thus my choice of wardrobe.)

unambiguously gay

gay coffeehouse skinhead lecturer gave a lecture today on the relationship between gender equality and progressive attitudes on sexuality.

me: you didn't really refer to the article on sexual satisfaction within relationships.
gcsl: no, i--what can i say? i had to give you some reading on the heterosexuals, but--they're boring.

so his name has dropped the "ambiguously" from before the "gay." i suppose he was never all that ambiguous, but one doesn't like to jump to conclusions.