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Last night's lecture (course for classroom assistants), the second from a Special Education teacher, was mostly about the national guidelines for building local and school-level curricula/course of study.

The teacher talked about leveling and how it was abolished entirely in Finland in the mid-1980s, all the way from elementary school up to high school (where the Finnish system splits into entirely voluntary technical schools and academic high schools). Even reading and maths are integrated for the whole class and Finland also has no what she called "elite" (or inherently leveled) schools. There isn't money to truly provide special needs children with THEIR education all the way throughout the country, which has many rural areas dotted with tiny rural schools with as few as 2-3 teachers and 15-50 students. Imagine, then, how little provision is possible for children of above-average intelligence. The lecturer admitted to me that these children are frequently not provided for; the ideal is that the teachers are meant to look at each individual pupil's level and provide them with more to do (or less to do, and more help), but the only REQUIREMENT is that the basic curriculum be taught in a certain way to everyone (except for special-needs students for whom a formal process provides exceptions).

God, I mean, just imagine how boring (I suspect, though, given that Finland has some of the best education in the world going by tests and so on, that it's actually still less boring than my childhood was). I was bored, and many many people are bored even in advanced classes (even primary school classmates who IQ-tested into the special weekly "Gifted and Talented" additions, as they were called in Alabama, but then didn't make the performance-based cuts to the top advanced levels of English, History, and math in middle school at grade 6).

There is no question that a child of above-average intelligence is in less need of help than a child with learning difficulty. Of course, the resources of society should be aimed at the latter, because the former is just bored, and the odds are, has the intellectual resources to find something else to do, and keep themselves occupied. But that's not to say that the deeply-ingrained habit of utter boredom and superiority imprinted on these children by inadequate primary school doesn't harm them! I actually didn't realize until the last several years how much it harmed me, but I am starting to think now that it was a lot worse for me than I suspected.

I am so accustomed to boredom, so used to it from the first day I transferred from a private Montessori school in New York to the Alabama public schools at age 6, that it didn't even occur to me until last night's lecture that the AIM of schooling is actually not only to "challenge" every pupil (a platitude I've often heard and which, let's face it, is problematic and in many cases not actually meant) - but to keep them occupied. The infinite variety of ways to occupy yourself "After you finish your work" was so familiar to me that I sat dazed and confused for several minutes while the lecturer talked about the ways classroom teachers can and do try to provide extra material and assignments for the above-average so they don't just sit twiddling their thumbs! "Isn't thumb-twiddling an essential, indeed, the MAIN point of school?", I thought at first.

I estimate that from age six when I started reading my own novels in class (first with Babysitter's Little Sister, quickly on to Babysitter's Club and Nancy Drew and thence to YA and adult fantasy from my parents' library), I was never without several personal books brought to read per day in my extra time, and I typically finished at least one per day all the way up through 7th grade, which was the first time I encountered classes I couldn't get through even if I kept reading the entire time the teacher was talking. I still remember the staggering force of my epiphany, in 7th grade "social studies" (really world history) that not only could I be engaged if I listened to the teacher only instead of reading while listening with one ear, what she was saying was actually complex enough to require more than one ear's attention to understand! Through high school, I was still able to finish a novel in a day to a week reading only in the time after I finished my work; but in primary school, I probably spent a good 50%-70% of my school hours reading.

And, hey, I have just fully realized the magnitude of that. Because... that is wrong. That is FUCKED-UP. And that should be obvious - should have been obvious to a long string of teachers who kind of weren't doing their jobs, not that it was really their fault with the utterly inadequate resources given to public education in Alabama.

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Date: 2 Dec 2009 06:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guinevere33.livejournal.com
Do not get me started on the elementary school teachers who wouldn't let me read or draw once I finished my work because "it sets a bad example for the other children." WTF was I supposed to do once I finished my work - stare at the wall?

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Date: 2 Dec 2009 11:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guinevere33.livejournal.com
That was only really 2nd grade for me, fortunately. Mrs. Turner was a perfectly nice teacher who had NO idea what to do with a gifted kid. Not only did she punish me for finishing assignments quickly by not allowing me to draw or read, she also actively prevented me from finishing my homework in class. Even if I could have easily finished the worksheet in the remaining 10 minutes of class, I had to take it home and do it THERE because otherwise it wasn't HOMEWORK (the stupid still burns, in retrospect). Unsurprisingly, I spent most of that year getting in trouble for stupid things. That was also the year they mysteriously called me down to the library for what turned out to be IQ testing :P

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Date: 3 Dec 2009 12:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guinevere33.livejournal.com
I did run into that a bit with Mrs. Davis, the Dragon Lady of Calculus. She was for some reason convinced I shouldn't take the AB B/C level test, even thought I was making 99's in her class AND the B/C test would give me an A/B subscore so it wasn't like I was shooting myself in the foot by not taking the easier one. Yet she encouraged a whole pack of boys, who were making the same grades, to take it. Yay, internalized misogyny?

My great moment of victory in that class was actually another "bored and reading" story, when we were going over the same basic concept for the 3rd day in a row. Mrs. Davis was usually pretty cool with letting us work at our own level, not requiring us to do the homework if we already felt we got it, etc., so I guess my sitting at the front of the class openly reading a novel must have been obnoxious as hell. About half way through working a problem on the board, she got tired of it and thought she'd call me out for not paying attention, so she looked over and said "Guinevere, what's the square root of 3?" (which was the next operation). I glanced up, said "It's 1.732," and went back to reading. Fortunately she knew a lost cause when she saw one and stopped bothering me. I chalked that up as a major win in the "Yes I CAN pay attention and read at the same time, thanks" column.

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