doesn't really matter how you feel inside, because life is like a game sometimes:

[cimorene]

exactly how much of falling in love is voluntary, anyway? you always feel like you could stop if you wanted to but you 'just don't want to,' but part of willpower is being able to want to, right? can you really stop?

and how can i work this into a story, dammit.

::idly turns over stones lying about in her subconscious by nudging them with her toe::