you know when you're nervous and it makes the back of your neck hot? i can feel fingers of it clutching around my skull: the underside of my jaw and over the top of my head, flexing, past my temples and over my cheekbones. my skin's alive all over sometimes. sometimes it makes me dizzy, for a moment.
and then there's the feeling--you didn't realize you were holding onto something, but then you look up and you're--adrift. cut loose, or did you let go? one or the other. you flounder. they say not to do that--to just float, because floundering is the way to drown.
i KNOW i took my medicine, thank you.
is my imagination over-active?
and then there's the feeling--you didn't realize you were holding onto something, but then you look up and you're--adrift. cut loose, or did you let go? one or the other. you flounder. they say not to do that--to just float, because floundering is the way to drown.
i KNOW i took my medicine, thank you.
is my imagination over-active?