explore you, forsake you, forsook you, abate you, dissipate you, so turn fate around,

[cimorene]

i believed that i was free of you (not).
i constantly try to map literature onto life.

thinking hard enough about something won't make it happen (placebo effect aside). you can't look for the theme to a story (=sequence in real life) and thus get its key. things aren't 'about something,' which you can then figure out. and they can't be solved.