cimorene

thechaosdiva--having power brownouts which are somehow also taking out the t3 lines intermittently, so aim can't re-establish its connection? i suspect the mousefuckers, but what can you do? ah hell. going to bed. ::drinks tea:: goodnight, austin, texas, wherever you are! [edit: oh yeah. well, goodnight anyway--.]

drawing those little painstaking cartoons in psp--you know, lines and pixel-wide brushes and freehand hair and such with a laptop touchpad--takes way way longer than the plain text icons. hm. am being seduced by the formula, perhaps. made two today just for fun, when i could bet my drinking a goblet of arsenic against the possibility that either of their recipients would ever upload them (for vastly different reasons, granted).

i wonder if grudge-holding is hereditary, and if so, whose i'll inherit? da-ji doesn't, because other things are more important to worry about. it's all, you see, for the sake of expediency. life is happier if you don't hold grudges. and

indolentdragon, the mommy, does. porquoi? um. a question that some of us have spent twenty years or more dissecting... but the inner shrink (tm) suspects gnawing insecurities prevent insults from being forgotten. if you get an apology, can you ever know that they meant it and isn't it still an indicator of something horribly wrong if [person x] is capable of doing [thing y] which is not only horribly and horribly OBVIOUSLY [adjective], but so fundamentally contrary to your personal beliefs that anyone who knew you should AUTOMATICALLY not do it, and [person x] is supposed to know you. do they not care about your feelings, or what?

[high school english teacher] yeah, EVERYTHING has a deeper meaning. ^.^ [/english teacher]