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10 Nov 2002 07:11 pmi need to step away from the chocolate, i think. somehow the entire weekend has passed. i don't seem to remember most of it; it's all sort of a blur since last wednesday, and i haven't really so much left my room since then. am still hiding from the essay. shrink tomorrow, 10 am, which means wake up at 8, which means... uh. something. go to bed by eleven for sure. maybe at 9, considering how much i've been sleeping lately. i'm afraid to open my school email account, no, like, REALLY afraid. you don't understand. i haven't since last wednesday because if there are messages from my professors i don't want to know about it. possibly, am depressed. fuck you, world.