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[cimorene]

it's as well i forgot to take my meds thiis morning, cause this way i was able to take them now and be closer to on some sort of schedule. uh, adapting, you know. if i take them again in 20 hours it will be something resembling morning at home. and dude, i was not at all stressed or unhappy about leaving for finland--unlike last summer, the first time i met wax, when i was having anxiety attacks on the way to the airport. no, not a sign before, and now even though i am going home, to the house i've lived in since i was 7 years old, my stomach is being pissy and nervous and generally sucking. i ate a bowl of granola and yogurt a few hours ago, a very small bowl. nothing since. walked in the snow to bus stop with wax to take my heavier luggage. ...here we are now. she finished most of the norwegian by hand at work today. that's the only thing we have to do between now and 3 am, although personally, i could sleep the entire time.