gratuitous lyrics (cause i was confused and looked them up)

[cimorene]

not that i am greatly less confused now--

maybe i find it hard watching you live; maybe i find the truth
questions i can't bear
feeling so tired
i am wandering where selfish love inspires
are you there to hold my hand
saving me who i spy

maybe you are the rain who makes my eyes closed oceans, gray and gray
feeling my despair, your happy smile is broken
i am wandering there
selfish love has spoken

are you here to hold, are you there to hold my hand
selfish love has spoken
saving me who i spy