unreasonably happy

[cimorene]

i stayed up until 10 am this morning trying to finish this porny story even though by the time i started it, the challenge had already been closed at pillarchallenge (and i'm still in the middle of something else!). and on top of that, (a) i didn't actually finish it before lapsing into unconsciousness, though it's close; and (b) it didn't turn out as porny as it was supposed to, which is good for the story but a little irritating for me because i've been thinking about the severe lack of tezuryo porn and intending to write some for a while.

however, of the (unrelated) good: wax_jism's old monitor broke and today mece delivered her birthday present early: a 20" widescreen flatscreen lcd monitor. lucky she was turning 30 this year! and hellloooooooo, sweet sweet watching of dvds. i should be worried about the papers i have to turn in on the 15th (you know - those ones i haven't even started), but i can't manage to shake my feeling of contentment right now. plus, there's been some really good tenipuri fic posted the last couple of days, most notably fuji/inui and momokai.

Comments

[cimness.livejournal.com]

no, i'm totally with you on tezuryo porn - i mean, it's an interesting problem, and it can't just be regular, casual porn. i don't think that it's really impossible, but i realised last night as i was getting to the sex scene in tezuka's point of view that i can't see a first-time sex scene being graphic in his point of view ever. and i probably could never buy the word "cock" or anything similar at all, so that would maybe make the "porn" label a misnomer, but i do think if it were set in an established relationship it could probably still be nc-17. just... it would be tough.

aöslkdfjöa now i want to get on ym and talk to you about this instead of doing my cleaning.

AND ALSO ABOUT HOW THEY CONVEY BEING IN LOVE BY STARING. öalksfdöldask look at tezuka's stare of love in my icon and he's not even looking at ryoma, he's just THINKING about him. aöslkdfaöskldf. god.

um, but - i think it could go more graphic from ryoma's point of view (although i'm still not convinced about "cock". it's just too... yeah).

so this is why what i wrote ended up being completely made of metaphors and aja actually made me cut out the words "ribs" and "thighs" because they were too anatomically accurate (although i really had to insist on keeping "hips" and "back" for the sake of clarity).

[kessie.livejournal.com]

jdhjdh Okay, I will be back to respond to these later, but, uh, must finish cleaning and then shower, and then run for the nearest notebook. *_*

[cimness.livejournal.com]

notebook! pen! *vibrates with excitement*

[kessie.livejournal.com]

Um. Up for a read through? *innocent look*