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more legolas/gimli, this one a pwp by cmshaw.

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another legolas/gimli by jacquez. my cup overfloweth.

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had strange dreams and woke early again. i've downloaded some images, and may make icons later today; for now i'm going to go back to bed and read a paperback regency romance (a good one, thank you, by joan smith). mom and i spent a few hours re-applying dye to my hair last night. it's startlingly red again and again there are orange smears on my face and hands. it'll have to be washed a few more times before that's over with.

it's early afternoon in finland, now. just thought i'd mention this.

thirteen days.

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oh, really, why bother hoping?

lillian had two 'emergency tickets,' the result of when a movie screwed up in mid-move. the plan was i'd take her to see ttt, the third time for each of us, and go to ltd2 on the way home with mom's credit card and coupons and blah blah. lillian took the tickets OUT of her purse where they were safe 'because she was going to use them soon.' placed them--either on her desk, or her keyboard table. without telling anyone, naturally, and then other people cleaned her room preparatory to the birthday party. the result is two lost tickets. having spent roughly half an hour getting dressed and finally settling on a white short-sleeved wool turtleneck which is fine and doesn't itch too badly, a braided belt of my grandmother's and my long purple witch skirt, i was mostly unconcerned and ready to just go to the mall.

until it became apparent that mom couldn't find the ltd2 credit card. okay, so she will use another one (and yes, we HAVE to go, lillian MUST have an outfit for christmas tomorrow). so we have to wait for her. she's baking, and watching a movie from the 1960s about rock hudson as a phoney fishing expert. a romance, of course. and though it's rock hudson, it is also, of course, a HET romance.

i'll kill some time online, i decide.

everyone else is engaged with extended family festivities. kitten_head, i don't suppose you'd like to swing by alabama and pick me up?

(i thought not.)

daddy wants me to write the persephone novel, but thing hangs by a thread, with four climactic scenes to go, and i can't break stride there by writing the other novel, which is at an entirely different delicate juncture. so i'm frozen here. update recs page? done, for this morning--with three stories only, because no one's writing good things in genres and pairings i'll read, apparently.

and of course no one is online. (bearing in mind that we all know by 'no one' i mean 'not wax.')

can i put my pajamas back on and go back to bed?

today on msn:

what's your mistletoe iq?

that's it. no more microsoft. i have decreed it.

tralalala

personality type test.

high:
dramatic, self-confident, sensitive, leisurely

correspoonding personality disorders to these:
histrionic, narcissistic, avoidant, passive-aggressive

low:
vigilant, conscientious, aggressive

intensity:
34%

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here's another personality test. this is a screening for disorders. i might be borderline or dependent! hurrah! i think the best thing is that none of the tests agree with each other. of course, that one had a single question per trait...

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i'm full of psych links today. i've said many times that good parents make all the difference. i still find this kind of article interesting, though. if somewhat intuitive. short. summary from here (a link given by tenebraeli to ninglor): This short article discusses how early attachments affect later life, such as marriage and parenthood.

more psychology

neat!

sensitive personality and avoidant personality disorder^

more personality types and personality disorders

basic passions of the basic types.

examples:

type//desire//fear//corresponding disorder

conscientious//for order//of disorder//obsessive-compulsive
idiosyncratic//for non-conformity//of conformity//schizotypal
solitary//for solitude//of intimacy//schizoid
leisurely//for the freedom to do as one pleases//of compulsory activity//passive-aggressive

(for the record, though i'm not sure precisely where one goes on the scale, ie between 'type' and 'disorder', i'd put guinevere33 in the first category, my mother in the second, myself in the third and wax_jism in the fourth.)

coming out to the family

my sister cuddlepint just turned eleven.

me: if i had a girlfriend, i would want to be with her on christmas eve and not go to church. oh, wait. i DO have a girlfriend!
lillian: what do you mean?
me: wax is my girlfriend. i told you this before.
lillian: ...what do you mean?
me: ...she's really my girlfriend.
lillian: you mean like david and blake [cute gay boys]?
me: yes.
lillian: COOL! so because you had a boyfriend once and now you have a girlfriend does that mean you're bisexual?
me: yes.
lillian: COOL!

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a christmas rec. and a lovely, sweetly beautiful christmas story, nc-17, the pros, first time, m fae glasgow.

single flaw: some song lyrics. just ignore them. i did.

a;slkdfja;

excuse me while i have pains of extreme viggo-lust.

GAH.

it's like. his hair! and his! the! stubblishly ragged! partially unfastened gah! LEATHER! curls! manly curls! and leather! and eyebrows guh. mouth! stubble! dirt! bloody hands. sword. raspy voice! leather... WITH TEARS IN IT. x.X

( which lotr man gets you hot blahblah OH DID SOMEONE SAY PICTURE? )

viggo reading phone sex poetry petition

this is cim and claire:

fabricatedvoice: isn't that a food?
cim thing: dude, our library has like, a portal to an alternate dimension

see cim and claire babble. see cim and claire snark.

cim thing: it's got its own crazies.
fabricatedvoice: totally, madonna said it's her new religion

this is cim and claire... on viggo.

cim thing: some day i will write viggo reading phone sex poetry
fabricatedvoice: I WOULD PAY TO HEAR THAT, OH YES
five minutes later
cim thing: gngn ::falls over::
fabricatedvoice: ahem!
fabricatedvoice: *implodes*
one minute later
fabricatedvoice: mnrf
cim thing: brain: ... ... ::fizzle:: ... ::fizzle:: ...
fabricatedvoice: nnnngggggkkkkkkk*dead*
cim thing: viggo. phone sex. poetry. mmmhfffguck.
fabricatedvoice: perhaps we should write a strongly worded letter

i'm all for it... how about a petition? anyone?