awww, puppy.

i should really go to bed. i get moody at night. and i've wasted a whole hour i could've spent watching qaf!

i want to write a k/s story that mixes up ideas from the myth of cupid and psyche with this one sherlock holmes story in an overly pseudo-deep manner. i tell you, i'm dangerous with these themes. before you know it, the story has a moral and everything. here i come, tolstoy! you always despise most in others what you secretly fear in yourself. (::cough:: and what did i tell you?)

the heart is not a logical organ.

i thought today was thursday until about twenty minutes ago when hollsk was so gracious as to remind me. uh, oops? yike. southpaw526, i'll call you when i get back from the video store. i have to watch the rest of the qaf season today!

mom is supposed to be coming up tonight to take me to atlanta, and i know we have to be there tomorrow to get cuddlepint from the airport.

qaf, finally finished the damned story

wax told me brian was sitting up with justin in the hospital and people thought he didn't give a shit because they didn't know about it at the end of season one, so naturally, i thought that that happened in season one. but it hadn't happened yet at the end of episode 22 so i returned the dvds to movie gallery and looked around: nope, they had no vol. 7 for rent, so i went to blockbuster and only then did i find out (because blockbuster has s2) that that happens at the beggining of season two. since i'm supposedly leaving for atlanta tonight, i left the video store without purchases (even though they had the importance of being earnest!). went to the grocery store instead--cat food and mint milanos. no southpaw526, but maybe next weekend.

but i had a beautiful morning. i was answering an e-mail from my beloved beta, k'sal, and suddenly inspiration just came to me. i wrote a final scene for my lastest kirk/spock, which had been sort of disconnected. this scene is the lynch-pin. the title's gone frome 'side-effect' to 'a logical organ' (quote from the episode which the story follows, 'the deadly years'). and i haven't forgotten the sherlock holmes-greek myth idea either.

edit: and also, i'm apparently both 70% evil and 70% stylish.

poll.

you're walking down the hall and you see a cat (one of yours). you:

a). pet it for a while, then continue what you were doing.
b). ignore it.
c). pick it up and carry it with you until you have to use your hands for something. then put it down where you are.
d). baby-talk to it.
d). kick it.

the holy fuck of astonishing, eye-bleeding badfic

WEH? the fellowship of the ring... gets... braces. uh. mommy? of course, since there's no wank, it wasn't really appropriate at fandom_wank, but i didn't have it in me to say anything to the poster.

a quizzzzzzz!

or: more spam gacked from leyenn.

5 things you are wearing:
1. a comforter
2. gray tank top
3. toenail polish
4. bright coral-colored underwear
5. a periwinkle bra

5 things you can see:
1. 'come on over baby'-era christina poster
2. a broken floppy disk, doodled on with magic marker
3. my sister's 'guardian angel' painting (you know, the little kids on the bridge), in a white crocheted border (no, she doesn't believe in angels)
4. three chocolate wrappers
5. torn out page of two-year-old harry potter calendar (dan radcliffe. holy shit. so pretty. cheekbones! guh.)

5 things you are doing right now:
1. filling out a survey
2. downloading the ttt soundtrack
3. fidgeting
4. singing along with britney spears
5. digesting my supper, hopefully. oh, man. artichoke and olive pasta with ricotta. mmmmm.

5 things you ate in the last 24 hours:
1. artichoke and olive pasta with ricotta.
2. an icecream sandwich
3. a failed experiment in biscuit-baking
4. blueberry yogurt
5. a humongous salad

5 things you've done so far today:
1. taken out four bags of trash
2. driven to two different video stores
3. pissed my mom off
4. sent kisses to hollsk's baby
5. called southpaw526 twice

5 Things you can hear right now:
1. cars driving through puddles outside
2. the air-conditioner
3. ceiling fan
4. trillian trilling its little alerts
5. cyndi lauper- time after time

5 thoughts in your head right now:
1. i ate too much.
2. my eyelids are heavy.
3. mom coming home soon.
4. when the fuck am i going to finish a story?
5. i knew i couldn't write the thoughts on the top of my head without angsting over it at least a little.