bastards.

apparently the ac is broken again, and lillian and her friend just left half an hour ago, unfortunately. mom told me they'd be gone the whole afternoon. not only that, but my computer chair smells like lillian's skanky little friend's sweat.

mom's tune has changed from 'don't worry about it and what can i do' to 'WE fill your prescription?' pregnant pause. 'you need to apply for a job TOMORROW. i don't mind filling your prescription, but you need to get a job. because you don't have any money, do you. and you've got bills to pay.'

i like how if i'm in the act of having a breakdown it's 'of course you don't have to worry about anything blahblah' and if i say 'but you guys can't keep paying for blahblah and i have bills' it's 'of course you don't have to worry about that, why would you think that?!'

but if i'm standing up, and not crying, or acting like a human being, suddenly it's 'i don't suppose you made dinner, did you. no, you didn't.'

aquí vienen a dar todos los vientos

dominatemeplz, i've written the scene with miranda! next up, teapot-shaped clouds, and nothing! but! a small white towel!karl.

i'm so proud of myself.

in other news, the new controlled-release variety of paxil is $102. like, hello? the doctor felt not the SLIGHTEST need to mention this to me. my opinion of her is sinking daily.

mental note: make appointment with the actual iatrist.

aw, my mom is cute when she's trying to be nice.

overheard in the hallway.

mom: you are the cutest little puppy. cim thinks so.

[dog collar jingling]

mom: i do too!

harry/snape rec: parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

this is a cutely swashbuckling, if occasionally rather absurdly out of character, harry/snape story. it's not QUITE as much fun as minx's vampire meets jane eyre--but it's also longer and therefore a bit more satisfying. ... ::twitch:: AHAHAH. ahaha HAHHAHAHAHahaha hahaha. and also it's pretty funny.

another harry/snape

and this one earns an awwwwwwwwwwwwwh. handled as a series of vignettes, separate scenes covering a long length of time, and based on the interesting premise of a friendship between snape and mcgonagall. one line had me hearing harry with a southern accent--'reckon' and 'ma'am' in one sentence will do that to me. minus points for some appositives early on though. 'the scotswoman.' yikes.

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my kink? is definitely telepathy. telepathy... mmmm. telepathic!sex? so much the better.

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yep. telepathy!