actually I HATE new rare RPS ships, even though nobody asked

So I finished watching season 1 of Project Runway Canada last night. I came out of the finale with a new rare RPS ship, Lucian/Biddell, and a CRAVING.

At first it was kind of a lolship, like, "there is so much pigtail-pulling going on with these two grown men that either someone spit on someone's mother or they are sublimating a lot of sexual tension!", but then they had a few moments and then they eventually kissed and made up and um. Cuddled a few times. And by the end, I was like "WHERE IS THE FIC?" Alas, according to AO3, there is one single ficlet from Yuletide Madness 09, and it's both kink (not my thing) and kind of crack-humor (which I love but I was craving like something EPICALLY SERIOUS about their FEELINGS and also their INTENSE SIZZLING attraction). So anyway, that was a bit sad since the odds of new fic for random old reality tv rps pairings are not good. They just. There's this video *_* ...

I hate it when I acquire an intense craving for a really rare pairing. :s