cimorene

i forgot shaving gel, toothpaste, and ramen noodles. and i need to get some photos developed. otoh i did get two pillows and sundry other items.

have found

hollsk and can stop hyperventilating. i need to add an hour to my phone card so i can call my parents and bitch and whine.

i missed lunch, and breakfast consisted of two slices of toast (one white, one raisin) with nothing on them and half a bagel which i carried in my pocket, and ate later at like 12:30. yesterday i ate only a few bites of lemon-poppyseed muffin and a cup of decaf tea from starbucks (i don't count water as food). was too upset still on my three hours of sleep to eat when i left

devon's and then was too tired to eat on the planes (which is to say that i slept through it when the stewardesses brought pretzels).

i'm fucking going to kill myself. not on purpose, but my stomach hates me and wants me to starve.

gr.