or shall i speak at this?

[cimorene]

it's hard to know whether to blame the idioscynracies of my mood on medication or not. if i take it ten hours late, is that sufficient to explain a tremendous melt-down? maybe. but then, the fact that my mom is home to provoke me could do just as well. the storm has passed, at least for the moment, though. and wondering's going to get nowhere. i'm quite calm about these things when i don't have to explain myself to others.