i have to wonder what 'ishq bina' means

[cimorene]

depressingly, i went to all that trouble to get a copy of Karl and Viggo's Manly Yet Gay Camping Adventure (in progress) on this computer, and now i'm listless and without inspiration. perhaps i really SHOULD barricade myself under the bed, even if mom has become less terrible since this morning when she threatened to unplug the computer while i was using it. also i'm a bit hungry and there's no food here. nooooooo, don't make me go back to the hotel!