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my brain just came upwith the phrase 'goat joy.'

god help me, i immediately thought, 'that sounds dirty.'

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what is 'boolean' search, and who is boole?

painting!

clothes get stained painting, right (well--if one gets paint on them).

so the obvious solution, especially since it's so bleeding hot, is to paint in as few clothes as possible.

:)

uh, yeah,

i don't know.

i can't think really hard and eat at the same time. i keep stopping what i'm doing and staring into space recently. thinking, i mean. but hm. neuroses, man, neuroses. my family is a big tangle of, er, stuff. not my immediate family, for the most part. but still. eh.

very odd mood lately. fragile. i don't feel fragile, that is, but my mood has been--quite easily influenced. knocked over by a breath of air. aie.

it's august first today. imagine that.

no, i lie:

i feel like crying again.

flashback to two nights ago?

hm. staying up late. bad. naps. good. i need to sleep. ugh. i need a crying icon. this hurting beyoncé just won't cut it, even if she is she-ra.

major recs page update:

a smidge of hp, a smidge of smallville (i think?) and all the star trek i should've added long ago.

my recs will rule the world!