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--i'm really, really ready to return to school now. i don't think i was able to be civil for five minutes running at dinner last night. not even able to say nothing at all for that long, even though my mouth still hurts. i think there's something i should be doing, only i don't know what that might be. writing, possibly. ::eyes story with distaste::

someone's supposed to call me today. i don't remember who. well, i don't think i'm well enough to actually go anywhere, but we'll see.

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all day yesterday i thought it was friday. o.O

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we've been using the same exterminators for years and we're on the corner of two of the main streets in town, and they need directions to our house? fucking morons.

so i uploaded new icons

and did some other make-work. i can't find any postcards. of course, that could be because i haven't looked very hard.

this song makes me cry. i think i need to sleep.

i know you're thinking of somebody else

i'm going to take some medication. yes. that's what i'll do. and maybe it will knock me out.

estoy enloqueciéndome, cambiandome un pie por la cara mía, esta noche por el día

i have just realized that i don't know how to make coffee. such a problem can't go unrectified, especially when i can't have solid food and i want icecream and am out of yogurt. because i don't want icecream without coffee (how barbaric)! and i don't have any m&ms. well... no. yeah.

kmazzy, hit me up. i've got some uploaded; haven't shrunk them yet.

why can't medications have useful side effects?

like instead of getting sleepy or nauseated or retaining salt, you could become maniacially happy, or you could get so it was impossible to annoy you, or better yet, it would erase from your mind all the things you want to forget about.

don't you hate when you're angry about something, and you don't WANT to be angry about it because it would be so much easier if you weren't but you can't stop.

maybe if i sleep some more.

amarrarte a mis sesenta de cintura, llevarte como un tatuaje, quiero perder la cordura

it turns out we have instant coffee, so i can have coffee and icecream after all.

i saw silviakundera talking about name-dropping, which we all know is my favorite occupation. so i'm going to mention my wax_jism just because i can.

because i'm ridiculously enamored of this icon

--and of the video it comes from (here), it's my new default and i've got a spiff new layout to go with it.

entre el cielo y el suelo, mi cielo, y no te encontré

windows xp does the neatest thing when you change the colors in the control panel: it all turns black and white, and then the grays shift in darkness--and when the color comes back on it's like magic. mm, so pretty. and also, so are my brand new colors, which match the sun and rain icon which i was thankfull able to talk kmazzy into taking off my hands. ::kisses::

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i can't find a pen.

whatever.

fuckers.

la resolución

i'm really kind of a jerk sometimes, for which i'm very, very sorry. but i do feel immeasurably better.

you've gotta love friends...

who say this kind of thing to people who piss you off:

Dear Whore,

I really dont like you, even though you dont know me, but I dont WANT to know you. If you dont stop being such a irritating shit, I'm going to back over your house with a combine tractor.

Love, Sally

digitally-edited music sounds cool, she said thoughtfully

i'm not tired enough to need to sleep for several hours more, yet the meds have attacked me. my eyes really hurt and i keep having to blink every second. all right, already, i give in, fuckers!

so the non-solid diet is not yet becoming really irritating. i had two containers of yogurt and some broth yesterday, and the same today, except i also had a mug of coffee with vanilla icecream. and after dinner, some random crack in the atmosphere made me mix up a soup-boul sized mug of instant coffee and dissolve reese's cup icecream and whipped cream in it. thank god i left out the sprinkles; needless to say, it was inedible.

NOTE TO MONSTERS UNDER THE BED: i'm so totally not afraid of you that it would be amusing, except that i'm too calm to be amused. yes. so there's no use whatsoever.

--do you think that sort of thing works? because it really ought to. being manipulative in a more sophisticated way is just exhausting, even the thought of it, and i use it all up on my family. i'd really rather just let sally beat people up and flame them for me. i know she'd be willing to. goddamn unfair life with its consequences for actions!

::fumeFUME::

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does anyone have a fur coat squirrelmir can borrow? it doesn't have to be very large...