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now daddy is sick, and we had a most uncomfortable talk this morning. i knew living with them would drive me crazy. they don't MEAN to drive me crazy, but apparently can't help treating me like a child, and the more they badger me the more i want to withdraw and do things just to spite them. it's quite annoying, whether you're sick or not, but particularly when you don't feel yourself capable of going out and job-hunting, to be relentlessly and constantly reminded, as though you might conceivably just forget to look for a job. and furthermore, they have no intent of charging rent or anything else, and don't stand to benefit in any way from my getting a job, or to suffer if i don't get one. they apparently feel that it's for my own good, even though we've established clearly that it's not even entirely necessary in terms of next year, being abroad and having living expenses; they don't even want me to pay my own living expenses.

they just want to annoy me to an early grave in the meanwhile.

or rather, i think they think it's bad for your character to laze about without a job, and are concerned in advance that once i'm no longer sick that's what i'm going to do. one thing is certain: it's very bad for your sanity.

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oh, you love [stupid pairing]?

how... nice.

edited to include stupid fandoms. i have no patience today for... anything. this message brought to you by my little sister. i mean, the feeling is brought by her, anyway.

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a merry/pippin story was posted to athelingas; i haven't decided to rec it or not yet, as it seems to be part of a series. but it might be worth it. ...

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oh my god.

i HATE this stupid fucking country.

what. is the MATTER. with people? ??????????????????

oh, man, i hate being depressed.

and just generally discontent, i guess. i want to kick stuff, though. also apparently to update as much in half an hour as i usually do in a whole day.

ungh. >.< i'm going to bed.

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hum. frankly, the characterization's a bit off in most of the pre-fotr merry/pippin i read, including that one. not sure--i may rec it anyway, i suppose. really bed now. all of a sudden, i have a headache.