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There’s a narrative fandom’s been telling that, at its core, is centered around the idea that Crowley is good, and loves and cares and is nice, and always has been. Heaven and its rigid ideas of Right and Wrong is itself the bad thing. Crowley is too good for Heaven, and was punished for it, but under all the angst and pain and feelings of hurt and betrayal, he’s the best of all of them after all.
That’s a compelling story. There’s a reason we keep telling it. The conflict between kindness and Moral Authority, the idea that maybe the people in charge are the ones who’re wrong and the people they’ve rejected are both victim and hero all at once–yeah. There’s a lot there to connect with, and I wouldn’t want to take it away from anyone. But the compelling story I want, for me, is different.
I look at Crowley and I want a story about someone who absolutely has the capacity for cruelty and disseminating evil into the world. Somebody who’s actually really skilled at it, even if all he does is create opportunities, and humans themselves just keep living down to and even surpassing his expectations. Somebody who enjoys it, even. Maybe he was unfairly labeled and tossed out of heaven to begin with, but he’s embraced what he was given. He’s thrived. He is, legitimately, a bad person.
And he tries to save the world anyway.
This touches on something I was just discussing with
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Date: 17 Jul 2019 07:19 pm (UTC)(My lawn actually has an amazing bit of public kid art, where they walk home from school and put their gum on it. All colors. It's a bit like one of those wishing trees people hammer coins into.)
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Date: 18 Jul 2019 09:07 am (UTC)I don't think they do Trapper Keepers anymore - that was my generation - and Beanie Babies - that was my little sister's. My niece was into these creepy dolls made by the beanie baby company a few years ago - I found out later it was the same company - where the head is the same size as the body and they have giant eyes.
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Date: 18 Jul 2019 05:32 pm (UTC)It...it doesn't literally walk. That's just an expression.
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Date: 19 Jul 2019 02:12 am (UTC)Not to mention slap bracelets, pogs, those teensy purses in the shape of backpacks...
Beanie Babies and Tamagatchi came along a bit later, but I find the present-day Beanie Babies to be downright terrifying.